Excerpt from Abby Hoeslutte’s Memoirs – real stories and fantasies based on true stories
Oh Sister
When I was at the age of discovery, pantyhose were popular with all girls and women even in the summer time. My mom and my older sister, Mary were no different. Once I reached the age of chronic masturbation at the age of 13 I discovered my love for pantyhose from going through my sister’s drawers and laundry basket to feel the nylon material and smell and taste them. I had no problem “borrowing” a pair of Mary’s pantyhose and panties to masturbate with and replace them in the hamper. I got away with it for a year or so and pantyhose became my favorite masturbatory aid.
When I was 14 Mary was 16 going on 17 and she had built her collection of pantyhose and tights to all styles and colors to match her growing wardrobe because she was dating and competing her wardrobes with her girlfriends that she brought around occasionally. I loved it when her friends came over and they were all wearing varieties of pantyhose.
I would usually get home from school an hour or so before Mary did and was alone in the house for that hour. It was my daily masturbation time. I preferred taking pantyhose out of her dirty laundry so I could smell her pussy, having never smelled a real pussy it was the closest I could get. One occasion I found a pair of tan colored pantyhose with whitish stains on the crotch. I grabbed an extra white pair to wrap around my dick so I could feel pantyhose while I smell a pair. I took a quick sniff on my way to my bedroom and nearly fainted from the strong smell of vagina juice. My teenage dick was so hard I couldn’t wait to jerk off while I sniff them.
I ran into my bedroom and took off my pants and underwear and jumped on my bed to enjoy the freshly stained pantyhose crotch against my nose. I slipped my dick in the leg of the other pair of pantyhose and started pumping. I thought of Mindy Gallagher who wore pantyhose under her short green gym shorts in gym class. I imagined her taking me into the girl’s locker room and pulling down her shorts to show me her pantyhose ass. I was so engrossed in my fantasy and the stench of my sister’s dried pussy juice I didn’t hear my bedroom door open.
“Eh hem.” A female voice cleared her throat.
I opened my eyes hoping it wasn’t my mom or sister, not sure which would be worse. There she was standing at the edge of my bed at my feet. It was my sister Mary. I quickly covered my crotch and threw the pantyhose at my face under the covers afraid of what might happen next. I could feel my body heating up and face turning red as my boner shrunk to nothingness of embarrassment.
“Are those my pantyhose?” Mary asked.
“Uh.. well. I was going to give them back.” I said.
“I knew it. Whenever I do my laundry I wonder why my pantyhose are crusted, you little shit.”
“Uh. I . . . I’m sorry.”
“You like my pantyhose Abnor?”
“I guess.”
“Give them to me and stand up.”
“I’m naked.”
“Yeah I saw that when I snuck in here. Just do what I say or I’m telling mom and DAD.”
I was scared of this information leaking to dad especially. He was already concerned that I was turning out “fruity” as he put it. I reluctantly stood up and surrendered her pantyhose. She stood there for a minute thinking. I tried not to look at her pink pantyhose legs in her mini-dress. She threw the white pair back at me. I caught them.
“Since you like the way the feel on your penis I want you to put them on.”
“Uh. Do I have to? Can’t we just forget this?”
“Now!” She demanded.
I had peeked on mom and her putting pantyhose on before so I had an idea of how to put them on. I was getting a boner to Mary’s and my surprise. Once I struggled the white hose on my legs Mary helped me pull them up. My dick stuck out straight because there was enough room being that my sister was taller than me at the time. She grabbed my dick through the nylon and I got real hard.
“You really do like my pantyhose?”
I nodded and let her do whatever she wanted. Looking back she seemed like she didn’t have much experience with sex or penises at the time and she was curious and examined mine through the pantyhose as she felt it. Pre-cum started rushing out of me through the nylon.
“Did you just orgasm?” She asked.
“No. That’s uh pre-cum. It means I’m excited.”
“I want to see you cum. Here put this other pair on your head so you can sniff them like before.”
I did as I was told. I had her pantyhose over my head with the crotch at my nose and Mary kept playing with my dick. She pulled the pantyhose down so she could feel the real thing.
“Are all guys this big?” She asked.
“No. We vary in size. I’ve seen bigger and smaller in the locker room showers.”
“You like looking at penises, Abnor?”
“No. Just mine.”
“You like wearing the pantyhose?”
“I like feeling the pantyhose. That’s all.”
She fumbled with my dick but it felt good. I asked if I could take the hose off my head and hold them to my face so I could see her better. She obliged.
“Do I turn you on? You like looking at me? Like my pink tights?”
“Yes.” I admitted.
“Take your penis and show me how you play with it and I’ll model for you.”
“Ok.”
Mary went to my radio and put on a dance music station and danced in front of me. She lifted her dress every now and then to show me her ass and crotch. She didn’t wear panties under her tights. I could see her pussy. I stroked my cock slowly. And more pre-cum dripped out. When she wasn’t dancing and posing Mary would stop and stare at my hand on my dick waiting to see the cum. I summoned the courage to ask her to touch it. She did. She was fascinated with my dick.
“I’ve touched them before but it as usually in the dark and I was nervous. I’m liking your penis little brother.”
This seemed wrong but felt so good. She took me inside her mouth a little bit then kept jerking me off on her knees until I erupted all over her pink pantyhose legs and her hand. She hesitated then licked my cum off of her hand. She smiled as if she liked it.
“Ok. Here’s the deal. You can keep the pantyhose you have. If you want to borrow any more in the future you have to wait until I am home and I will choose which ones you can use. I also reserve the right to use you to practice sex with whenever I want, ok?”
“Ok.”
I wasn’t sure what that meant until a few days later when she came home from school and told me to strip down and get ready for her. I stripped down with embarrassment again. I lay on my bed and she told me to get up and meet her in her room. I took my clothes with me in case I had to get dressed fast. She threw me on her bed and she took off all of her clothes. I was a little disappointed that she took off her sexy black tights but I got to see her fully naked. The first live naked girl I ever saw. My boner was at full attention and dripping at the sight of Mary.
“I want to suck your penis today. I want to learn how to do it good so you have to tell me what feels good.” She ordered.
She got on the bed next to me and started licking my shaft. I moaned quietly. She licked the head of my dick and it bounced around getting even harder. She licked all of the pre-cum before taking me inside her mouth. She tried to deep throat me but choked a little. I grabbed her head and pushed it down gently and brought it back up and she got the idea. She bobbed up and down for a while then went back to licking it. I told her to stroke it with her hand while it was in her mouth.
It was my first blowjob and I had no idea what to do except in the porn movies on VHS or Beta I borrowed from my dad when no one was home. I just knew what felt good while giving my older sister her first blowjob lesson. I was ready to cum in less than 10 minutes. I told her.
“Do you want to cum inside my mouth?” She asked.
“Ok.”
I did. I came a lot when I was 14. She took it in her mouth and paused. I think she was tasting it and thinking about swallowing it. She swallowed it and kept sucking and licking to get all of my cum. When she was finished there wasn’t a trace of cum on my dick. I lay there relaxed and she told me to get out of her room and keep my mouth shut. She’ll let me know when we’ll do it again. This became an every 2-3 day habit. We switched back and forth after school before our parents came home. I wanted to tell my friends that I was getting blowjobs all week but they wouldn’t understand that it was with my sister and if my mom and dad found out we’d both be in big trouble.
My confidence was building and I started talking to Mindy Gallagher in gym class. Mindy had long auburn hair, green eyes, and long legs. Her chest was kind of flat even for a 14-year-old girl. I didn’t mind. I liked her shiny legs in gym class. She started following me around to my locker in between classes. We ended up “going out” as we called it in High School. She was my girlfriend. I soon discovered that she wore the pantyhose from gym class all day even if she wore jeans instead of a skirt or dress. This turned me on. We walked each other home for months and I started coming home later for my blowjobs with Mary. Then Mary started dating a guy older than her and we had shorter and less blowjob sessions.
After a month of just kissing and feeling up Mindy after school in the woods I wanted to take it further. I talked her into jerking me off while I touched her pantyhose under her skirts until I came. She wasn’t ready for me to touch her pussy but I got to touch her tits over her bra. I needed practice in different areas of sex. I found out Mary did too.
Mary came into my room one night after our parents were long asleep. They were heavy sleepers thank God. Mary woke me up by grabbing my dick hard. Then it got hard. She motioned for me to be quiet. She stood above my bed in a long t-shirt and pantyhose and climbed into my small twin bed next to me. I was sleeping naked at that time and felt the pantyhose against my body as she jerked me off. She stopped when she felt pre-cum.
“I need more practice with sex.” She whispered.
“Me too.” I said.
“Have you licked a girl’s ah.. you know?”
“Not yet. Mindy won’t let me touch her yet.”
“You should practice licking me first, ok?”
“Now?”
“Yes now. And don’t cum until I say you can this time.”
“Ok.”
Mary peeled her pantyhose and panties off and lay on her back with her head near my feet and her pussy near my face. I was nervous and moved on top of her to lick her. I touched her pussy for the first time. She had hair in top like I have. As my hand moved down to her pussy flesh it felt wet. I asked if I could turn my reading light on so I could see what I was doing. She was hesitant because she was self-conscious how it looked but I convinced her that neither one of us could learn anything if I can’t see what I was doing. Besides, she’s seen my dick in the light plenty of times now. I reached the lamp and turned it on low. It was neat looking. I touched the outside for a while and she told me to touch the little lump on the top. She called it her happy spot. I rubbed her happy spot and eased another finger inside her pussy. She said it felt good so far but she wanted to feel my tongue next. I licked her happy spot first. She guided me on how soft and hard to press and lick. She liked the finger in her combined with my licking. I was finding it difficult to concentrate at certain points because my dick was so hard. She moaned quietly and kept moaning and yanking my face into her pussy. She grinded me and told me not to move my tongue or fingers.
“Ohh. That was so much better than when I do it by myself. I just had my first orgasm Abby. Thank you.” Mary said.
“Wow. I liked doing that. I am so excited now. Can you touch me and I’ll lick you some more?” I asked.
“It’s called 69 position. Let’s do it. I think I can orgasm again if we hurry. I missed the taste of you.”
I stayed on top of her and she took almost my entire dick in her mouth while I fingered her pussy and licked her mound. Her pussy started to smell stronger and was really wet this time. I got even harder from it and she kept sucking me and we started humping each other’s faces for a long time until she started moaning and I was ready to cum. I can’t remember if we came at the same time but she said we did and she also said she came 2 more times before I came with her. She licked every drop and then switched positions next to me so we were face to face. I felt like we should kiss but was nervous. I thought it might be wrong but she made the decision and kissed me. It was a much more experienced kiss than Mindy. It made me a little hard again.
“Can I stay here in bed with you for a little longer?” She asked me.
“Ok. Don’t fall asleep or we have t get up before mom and dad.”
“I won’t.”
She did. So did I. We slept through our alarm and mom woke us up yelling in the hallway. We panicked. I yelled back to mom and heard her go in the bathroom. Mary grabbed her panties and pantyhose and darted to her room. We had to be more careful if we were to continue this.
Mindy Said No. No, YES
Mindy and I kept seeing each other and I was getting pushier with the touching because my sister was training me at home and I knew what I wanted. We still had no place to go to kiss and touch. I didn’t want Mary to see me with her after school and Mindy’s mom was a stay at home mom and there was always someone home at her house. We continued our adventures in the woods near the school.
We found some deserted spots and would kiss and she had no problem touching me but she didn’t like my hands on her crotch even if it was over her panties or pantyhose. I would try and force the issue and she always said no and stroked my dick faster so I’d cum faster. I still got off looking at her legs and knew I’d be able to do more with Mindy sometime during the week.
Meanwhile, every few nights my sister was still sneaking in my room and once in a while I went in her room to improve our oral skills. She told me it helped her with her boyfriend who was also pushing for more like I was with Mindy. I broke down one night and told Mary my problem with Mindy. Mary told me to bring Mindy home after school the next day because mom and dad were going out and wouldn’t be home for hours. Then Mary would accidentally catch us in the act and take over. She told me to trust her. I figured it was worth a try. I followed her direction the next day after school.
“Are you sure we’ll be alone?” Mindy asked after school.
“My parents are out all night and my sister is going to her boyfriend’s house right after school. It will be just you and me, Mindy.” I assured her.
She was hesitant at first but warmed up to the idea pretty fast as we walked to my house. She said she’d be more comfortable in my house than in the middle of the woods and she might let me touch her more. I smiled and gave her a kiss in the middle of the sidewalk. We got to my house and I offered her a drink. She asked if I had beer. I knew my dad kept a count of his beer but if it was going to help my situation with Mindy I was ready to take a chance. I grabbed one can of beer and gave it to her leading the way to my bedroom.
“Aren’t you going to have one?” Mindy asked.
“I’ll drink some of yours.” I said.
Before I had a chance to get a taste Mindy guzzled more than half of the 16-ounce can then she handed it to me. I took a real small sip and handed it back to her. She polished it off and thanked me. As usual Mindy was wearing pantyhose. They were tan and she had on a white mini skirt and a tight black shirt. She sat on my bed first, face flushed from the beer. She was a small girl and it hit her fast and hard. She was acting different. I hoped this meant she was more open for sex. She was.
She pulled me close to her while I was still standing and unzipped my jeans. She put her hand inside and pinched my dick in a good way through my Fruit of the Loom white tight underwear. I launched to full capacity in her dainty meager hand when she released my cock from the cotton prison. She did her usual stroking, fumbling and yanking. I slowed her down and showed her how I do it. She imitated my style perfectly. Her widening drunken eyes stared intensely at my cock. I got the feeling she was ready to taste it.
It was time. I had my hand on the top of her auburn head and worked it to the back to tug strands of hair to start. She was still comfortable so I guided her head slowly toward my cock in her hands. She put up no resistance as her lips approached the tip of my cock. She kissed it. I leaned over to kiss her head. I moved away and lay on the bed so I could be more comfortable like when Mary and I do it. Mindy seemed more natural at this than using her hands. Maybe she was all thumbs and only one mouth. She bobbed, licked and sucked (literally) with the right timing. I liked it when Mary jerked me in her mouth but Mindy was jerking me with her mouth. Maybe she’s done this before and never used her hands or maybe she was drunk and loose. Either way I didn’t want to cum too fast which was an extreme possibility the way she worked my dick.
I moved her body to the “69” position as my sister called it. I wanted to touch her legs and pussy through her pantyhose. She let me touch and lick her legs up her thighs but tightened her legs around my head when I got too close to her crotch. I let it go and just touched her thighs slowly through the nylon. Then I noticed not only a going wet spot on the crotch panel but she was wearing no panties and I could see her pussy. I started to fuck her mouth aggressively until she caved in and shoved my head between her legs. I tasted her wet spot. I liked it. I couldn’t decide whether I wanted to take ff her pantyhose or not. I really wanted to taste her full flavor so I pulled the hose down her thighs. Mindy hurriedly did the rest. She didn’t have as much hair on her little mound as Mary and her pussy lips were smaller and tighter. I used the tricks I learned on Mary starting with her happy place. I couldn’t find it. I licked the general area until Mindy pushed against my face and let out a whimper. I kept my tongue where it was assuming I found her spot then eased a finger in her soaking wet tight pussy. She moaned some more. I heard a soft moan across the room and thought it was an echo at first. It went away so I kept licking and fingering as Mindy lost interest in my dick entirely. I was still hard anyway from the smell and taste of her little pussy.
“Kiss me now, Abnor.” Mindy said.
I moved positions so we were face to face and we could taste each other’s genitals as we kissed. I touched her hard round nipple sticking out from her little bump of a breast. She moaned and so did I when she touched my dick again. I was thinking of trying to slide it in her but I came on her belly and all over her hand as we kissed. She smiled brightly and snuggled in my arms. We heard a noise and looked up to see my sister near my bedroom closet. Mindy was freaked and grabbed the covers.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“Uhh. I wanted to borrow your blue silk shirt and I didn’t want to bother you.” Mary made her excuse.
I didn’t find out until later that she hid in the closet the whole time and masturbated watching. She was supposed to barge in and help the situation but she saw we were doing fine and got turned on.
Mindy accepted Mary’s excuse because she had brothers and a sister that might have done the same thing. She did get dressed and didn’t want to have anymore-sexual activities while Mary was in the house. We watched TV in the living room while Mary talked to her boyfriend on the phone. Mindy and I kissed and touched a little but she said no to anything else because of Mary coming in and out. I almost told her it was ok because Mary and I have sex. I knew better. Mindy and I would find another time and place.
Sister-Teacher or Student?
I still couldn’t get my girlfriend to let me inside her. I was happy she was letting me touch her and she liked licking me but we had to find secret places to do it since my sister caught us. I still masturbated a lot even thought I was getting off with Mindy. I still liked to sniff my sister Mary’ pantyhose and she knew it and liked it now. One night I fell asleep with her pantyhose wrapped around my dick just after I came. Mary chose that night to have one of our late night encounters. I woke up to feel and see Mary’s lips on the tip of my cock with a pair of pantyhose on her hand jerking me into her mouth. And turned on my table light to see what she was doing.
“Nice way to wake me up.” I said.
“You want me to stop?” She asked.
“No keep going. Please.”
“I want to try something new, Abby.”
“Really? What?” I asked in excitement.
“I want you inside me.”
“What? Really?’
“I’m still a virgin and Mike has been getting hornier and hornier. Blowjobs and dry humping don’t seem to be enough. I want to give in and have sex with him but I want practice first. Have you had sex with Mindy yet?”
“Mind?. No. I would have told you by now.”
It was true. We were always close despite our little spats here and there but since we crossed the line sexually we were tighter than most siblings. We talked about everything and helped each other not only sexually (mostly) but also on girl boy relationships in general. This night was going to be one of the sexual knowledge evenings.
Mary’s blowjob led to my tongue on her spot and fingers in her pussy. She could handle 3 of my fingers inside her now. She pushed my hand inside her deeper than usual. I assumed she was trying to stretch it for my dick. My 3 fingers were definitely thinker than my dick but not the length. She pulled out a tube that looked like toothpaste and told me it was jelly. I thought it was jelly like for my toast and tasted it. It didn’t taste so good. She laughed.
“It’s a lubricant to make my vagina easier to get inside. Especially if you wear this.” She said pulling out a condom.
“I have one of those in my wallet.”
“I know. Everyone knows. You can see the circle indented in your wallet for over a year now.” She laughed again.
“I have practiced putting rubbers on and even jerk off in them sometimes so I don’t make a mess or get it on your underwear.”
“Good because I don’t know how to put them on and I don’t want it to break and get pregnant with a deformed baby.”
I didn’t understand why it would be deformed but I understood that my sperm could make her pregnant and we didn’t want to explain that to mom and dad. I’m glad I was young and horny so I could still stay hard after all of these distractions. Mary was still wet and asked me to keep kneading her, what she then described as her clit (short for clitoris she told me) instead of her “happy spot”. Thanks to the limited sex education and dad’s pornography I knew what it was called. I was becoming proficient at following Mary’s directions so I massaged her clit while she squeezed the oily appearing gel on her index and middle fingers and first applied it to the outside of her pussy lips. She used her other hand to finger herself working the jelly into her pussy. I kept my fingers applied to her clit until she handed me the condom. She didn’t need to tell me what to do next.
Sexual intercourse seemed like such a production that night. There were so many stages of foreplay then applications, installations and insertions. Because it was my first experience I was turned on but if it was like this all of the time I’d start looking at it as work. I watched Mary squirt a nice portion of gel on a few fingers, put down the tube then practically shove her lubed fingers into her pussy. I masturbated watching her process before tearing the condom package open and carefully placing it over my hard teenage cock. The package said it was extra lube for extra pleasure. I hoped it was true.
Mary was fully naked on my bed with her skinny teen legs wide apart as she kept herself excited with her fingers on her clit. I could see the gel seeping out of her vagina and she tried to keep it open for my entry. To play I safe for an easy glide in her I quickly grabbed he lube tube and added more to the condom surrounding my dick. The bed was shaking from my wobbling knees and her quivering body.
“I’m ready, Abnor. Let’s do it.” Mary directed me.
I lay in between her legs and pushed my dick against her pussy. I missed the target and slid up onto her belly. I tired again and did it fast and pushed hard. Mary screamed. I stopped for a couple of second.
“Are you hurt?” I asked.
“Yes but it’s normal. Do it again but slow this time.”
I entered her exaggeratedly slow this time and let just the tip of my dick go in. I moved it in and out and in a circular fashion while it was in. I waited completely still for about 10 seconds and did it again pushing in a tiny bit more and the entire head of my dick was inside her pussy. She moaned and cried. I stayed still.
“You ok?” I asked.
“It feels real good but hurts. Keep trying like your doing. Slow.”
I pulled out of her and used more of her lube on my rubber covered dick and a little more in and around her pussy. There was a little blood. She said it was normal. I heard it was normal so I kept trying to get it in her. I pushed a little more than the head of my dick in her and she smiled with a moan this time. After 10 or 15 minutes we finally got the rhythm of sex. Once we got the rhythm we kept it going as long as we could between my hard cock and her wet lubed pussy. I was all of the way in and she was enjoying it as much as I was especially once she had her fingers on her clit. I tried to remember positions from porno movies and internet pictures but my mind was blank and we were having fun. When Mary had enough she let me know and I came inside the condom while I was inside of her.
She pushed me out of her like she didn’t want me near her and then immediately yanked me into her arms and cried. She held me so tight I could barely breath.
“You ok?” I asked.
“Yes. I feel great. It hurt like fucking hell but felt so good at the same time.” She said.
I was confused. Why was she crying and holding me? She said it hurt but she was happy.
“Did you have an orgasm?” I asked.
“Yes. Despite the pain it was the best orgasm I ever had. I love sex. Thank you for breaking me in Abby. You’re the best brother I ever had.”
We laughed and almost fell asleep together again. It was nice having sex and a warm body to sleep next to. We didn’t want ot get caught so she left for her room after an hour or so of cuddling. I had a huge blood stain on my sheets to clean myself or explain to mom when she did the laundry. I hoped bleach would work. I changed the sheets and his the bloody ones in an old box in the closet like a murderer hiding the evidence. I dealt with it later. It was the last time Mary bled or even hurt for that matter as far as I knew.
A few nights later I decided it was my turn to wake up Mary. Mindy was holding out on her blowjobs and I was horny. I kissed her lips before I fondled her nipples and tickled her stomach waking her up. She was surprised at first but smiled at my touch. We did out usual licking and touching and then I wanted to enter her for the 2nd time with a warm wet welcome. I wanted to feel her pussy on my dick before I put the rubber on. It felt better without it but it was still great with a condom on. She felt no pain and wanted me deeper and faster this time. It was my 2nd time but felt like my 1st. I came too fast. She didn’t mind. She made me lick her clit until she came and we kissed a deep passionate good night. She gave me her panties in case I wanted to use them later when she’s not around.
We fucked at least 4 times a week until Mary finally gave in to her boyfriend Mike. She told me it was tough pretending it was her first time when she didn’t’ bleed but she used the “falling on her bicycle seat” when she was 12 story. He didn’t care once he was fucking her regularly.
Mindy on the other hand was a tough one. It took many handjobs and blowjob in the woods, behind the bleachers and playgrounds at dark. She was going crazy too because she knew what it felt like to have her pussy licked. It took at least a few months to finally pop Mindy’s cherry just because we were waiting for the right time and place.
Unfortunately, it took my parents’ divorce to give us the house alone time. Mary and I both chose to stay with mom but visited dad hen we wanted to who lived in an apartment close by. We had the keys to both places and they both worked late and went out after work. Mary and I would pick which place we would take our lover each day.
While Mary had dad’s place I brought Mindy to my mom’s house with hours to ourselves. Mom drank harder alcohol than dad so Mindy and I raided the cabinet. We drank Vodka mixed with Orange juice. I saw mom do it a lot and it looked good. We were pretty drunk the first time we fucked. We skipped most of our foreplay and I pretty much lubed up and stuck it in Mindy. She was tighter than Mary but it didn’t bleed that much. She liked it and the next thing I knew I was having sex with Mindy every other day. We did the standard position mostly and I was ok with it.
Eventually, she brought me around her house and I got to know her mom and dad. Her brothers were ball breakers and I could be shy and took it from them. I used to root through her laundry basket when left alone in her room sniffing her underwear. The day I found my favorite pink pair of pantyhose of hers I slipped them into my pocket for later. They had a nice odor to them. Although I was still enjoying my sister’s worn pantyhose, I wanted my Mindy’s.
That night I was sniffing and feeling them all over my face and smelled foot odor. It was the feet of her stockings. They had a strong odor and my reaction was a harder cock than my usual pantyhose-sniffing boner. I liked the smell of her feet as much as her pussy. I wondered what Mary’s feet smelled like. I knew I had to pursue both of their feet and compare odors.
Dr Guttermind 